IT'S OK
Well I remember all the nights I used to stay at home
I believed in you
CHORUS:
Well now you got to where you wanted
I believed in you
CHORUS
it's alright and its ok and
CHORUS
its alright and its ok and
You're not here but its ok
on the phone all night long,
Used to talk about the things we really wanna do
I believed in you,
I remember how you used to say
have no fear, be ok,
When you told me anything you want is possible
we could have it all
I must have been a fool,
All my dreams were with you
I say it's ok,
I can promise you
it's alright,
You ain't keeping me up
all night no more,
You're not here but its ok,
I assure you babe
It's alright,
You aint keeping me up
all night no more,
You're not here but its ok
like I knew you would,
Cash, car, house, it's all good,
Is that why you never come around here no more
like you did before,
Got it all thats the way it seems
looks like you lived your dream,
And I hope your life has turned out for the better now
when I'm not around
I must have been a fool,
All my dreams are with you
it's alright and its ok and (and you're not here with me)
it's alright and its ok and (its alright)
it's alright and its ok and (its ok)
it's alright and its ok and (and you're not here with me)
its alright and its ok and
it's alright and its ok and
it's alright and its ok and (and you're not here with me)
it's alright and its ok and (its alright)
it's alright and its ok and (its ok)
it's alright and its ok and (and you're not here with me)
Name: adeline
Nicknames: adel/ade/juan/mk
Birthday: 16 Aug
[ My Loves ]
Drinks: iced milk tea/green tea/coffee bean-sunrise/chocolate bunny
Movies: the bone collector/phantom of the opera/the classics
Songs: dreamin of u/eternal flame/i swear
+ + + + + to be updated if needed.
*the special some1*
[ My Detests ]
Drinks: rootbeer/sarsi
Movies: none...
Songs: techno
[[*Girl's Past Histories*]]
06'2004
07'2004
08'2004
09'2004
10'2004
11'2004
12'2004
Jan-Mar05
Apr-Jun05
Jun-Sep05
tears.dropped
+January 2005+
+February 2005+
+March 2005+
Monday, February 28, 2005
its our 1 monthsary! hehehz~ i love my hunnybee~ thx for stayin up til 12am juz to be together even though u hav an operation like 8am in the morning... am touched~
thx for the cards u sent and the testi. u wrote... i am glad u like my sketch too hahaz :P *muacks*
i woke up 6am and wanted to call ya... but it din get through :( so i came online to send u msg via chikka and am glad u got it :) i hope its goin well now~ love ya, miss ya
aftwhich i went back to slp... and i din went to sch todae *opps* one of the very lazy daes... oh dun blame me la... anyway ET's borin >_<"... and the heat is makin me hav break-outs... argh! juz let me spent todae stress-free okie... hehez... coz tml thers project meetin n doin til late! duh-oh! :(
and a weird dream again... i dreamt of me and 2others i duno who! are bein murdered and sought after... lolx... and it was a lady who wanted to kill us... blah blah.. i only remember bits of it~ how crappy
i juz miss her so much *sighs*
+ starlight*starbright + 2:37 PM
Sunday, February 27, 2005
guess wat i dream last nite... lolx... weird n funny...
me n mum n sis were in a strange shoppin centre... i duno wher... blah blah... den we saw zoe tay! faints* [y am i dreamin of her?!]... ah well mum approached her... and zoe tay gave us red-packets.... hmmz~ >_<" lolx... and she actually gave mum her hp no... i still remember the numbers...
-weird dream hahaz
woke up n told mum abt my dream n the hp no... she goin try her luck later... and did u noe... the numbers were me, mum n sis numbers... weird!... or am i dreamin too much o_O" hahaz
had my lunch and got online... basically i finished my LLM part yesterdae... now i juz finished my Et webpage... only waitin for kimleng for the 'abt us' part... so now the ET part is 'hanging and waitin' to be complete... yucks i hate tis... crapz huhz
anyway got to noe from my sis BURG'S ATTACHED! wow... good luck Burg if u see this... haha all the best n stay happy :)
*sighs* and i miss my lance hunny bee~ Miss Miss Miss ya... Luv Luv Luv ya! hehez Muackz!
+ starlight*starbright + 1:31 PM
Friday, February 25, 2005
din finish my test juz now... not time sia! stupid air bookin thingy... and we will need 80marks to get the certificate... forget it!... aft tat we did project... til now i juz got home not long! argh! 9am-10pm~... oh great huhz... and i was fuking gettin wireless connection n not goin connection... stupid connectivity... and spend all my money todae... faints... anyway chattin with aud. made me felt better alot... she's so ke ai! hehez
got home... slack awhile and got online... and i damn got the messages from tee-jay again... 3messages... reali psycho!!! cant be bother... as if i bother like i said earlier! FUK OFF!
my mind is tired and i mean reali tired! sheeessshhh i cant think now... i have way too much happenins around me... i cant breathe... and things nv stay the way they are... sometimes i am glad... u all juz wont understand... i guess i shall juz work work work... til i drop...adios!
+ starlight*starbright + 11:23 PM
wanna noe smethg?!
i am fukin pissed off right now!!! ARGH!!!
why i am i pissed? [u stil dare to ask me *STARES AT U*]
i was checking out downlink... and i got a msg frm some1 named Tee-Jay claimin she's Shine's gf... [lance's ex]... and the msg was a letter lance wrote to shine... WATEVER [i only read the english parts and yea i get wat it means...] but wats the prove tat tee-jay and shine are a pair huh?! they arent in each other's profile list either [ok tis is not my problem...] den wat the fuck is Tee-Jay sendin me the letter for...
get tis clear- even if lance is lying to me... tats none of ur business... if she lies i will juz leave coz i aint listenin to any crappy explaination or watsoever!!! i juz want trust n truth, nothing else.
i haven got the time and mind space to think abt wat's gonna happen... I CANT BE BOTHERED!... watever will happens, happens, juz let it be lahz... y makes life so difficult and hard for myself? i dun deserve all these~ and yea i mean it.
i am pissed so what, tis doesnt concerns any1, and i mean no1!
-so fuk off-
+ starlight*starbright + 12:28 PM
Thursday, February 24, 2005
i am oways late for sch on thurs~ hahahaz... sheesh... woke up at 7.45pm... class at 8am... gr8~... change and drink my cuppa coffee... and ther i go out of the hse in 15mins~ wow... sometimes i am juz impress with myself hahaz :P not for bein late, but for bein 'fast'... oh well... heavy traffic jam... shiet!... so i reached class like 45mins late... oh and guess wat teacher wrote on the board? "i cant speak too much todae..." lolx... yea so at least he wont scream at me... hehehex... sheesh halfway through the class my stomach is makin noise already *hungry* shuangru was too hungry she was 30mins late todae anyway... aft class we went for a quick breakfast~ we oways hav breakfast together on thurs :) i like her tanned skin! and she likes my not tanned skin~ hmmz weird... hahaz...
den headed soon to IKS for presentation on project and tutorial... shuangru did a good job presentin... and hongwei was late, makin teacher upset... he was the one who ask for our grp's presentation to be bought forward to todae... he stil late! CMI~ anyway aft our presentation... teacher likes the blog sayin its creative! hahaha *smugged* hey i did it okies! ;)
after class met crystal n jamie to go Ritz Carlton... wanted to go for the interview... wow! lotsa pple... so we re-scheduled the interview to nxt week... hmm juz tryin out for fun... *opps* $1500 startin pay... not bad huh *thinkin*... we had lunch at the new restaurant at Marina Sq... Victor's restaurant... their mushroom soup is best! however the macadamian crusted dory with rice din taste tat good... its was oni ok~... no crusted feelin... and no macadamian taste... the boiled vegetables was suppose to be healthy so i dun understand why spread butter over the veges?!... the gelato caramel ice-cream was soft n yummy... the iced tea was bland... but crystal n jamie said their pasta was nice... ah wells...
den we walked suntec [i bought a shirt... i liked it! hahaz... baby blue n baby pink stripes~ hehez]... den headed towards raffles city hall m)phosis... jamie wanted to buy clothes 70% off mahz... hmmm so we went in with her... i end up buyin a skirt... oh dear...!... but it was oni $14+ so its stil okie... ok no more shoppin! >_<"
i haven study abacus! sheesh... alrite i gotta go sort the notes now! ciaoz~
+ starlight*starbright + 7:07 PM
hmmmx updated my downe profile... anyway... eyes very tired... dun wish to touch my sch work at all... moodless to do so anyway... tml stil need to study for abacus... crapz... but at least i noe the basics hah~ tat's wat has to be noe, i noe... get it... juz revise i suppose... oh dear! i stil decidin whether i wanna go overseas or not -aft i grad. and yahz... i am no at all excited abt the prom nite... its like "yay...i'm goin?... cant believe tis..."
i juz wanna get out of tis place n relax!!! btw i loved the names i draw todae in class~ hehez, mine n hers
i haven got it send to my lappy... lazy la... tml or nxt dae or nxt nxt dae... no idea... i do it when i feel like it yahz... and hav to pay $10 for class fund again! argh... tis month at least got $60/per person already leh!!! i am not broke, but payin the class fund makes me feel broke... for notes i dun read but teacher prints... wth~ can some1 ask teachers not to print stuffs tats not so relevant... *fainted*
*head exploded!*
+ starlight*starbright + 12:21 AM
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
went to sch at 9am for project discussion! argh... and tat idotic kim leng was late by 40mins! he's a guy somemore! wtf!
and on my mind is all HER HER HER!!! i miss her so so so much, but does she noes? *sighs*
i cant wait to get home to chat with her... but i hav classes til 6pm... and i juz got home from project discussion... 3 discussion in 1 day... i am goin crazy... no no no... i hav gone crazy!
valarie they all talked abt ghost stories... but on my mind its stil her her her... can any1 even tell me why? >_<"
i got online and she's not online already... but i got her msg tat she's sick :( sad sad sad... i rather i be the one whose sick~ and i wish so~ coz i dun1 to be bother by projects t_T~
anyway tml hav presentation... oh watever... and fri hav to stay back in sch aft 5 for projects!!!!! kill me some1...
sundae, i decided not to work... coz i noe she's havin operation on monday, i want to chat with her! and i hav not much time for projects already... oh dear~
+ starlight*starbright + 8:44 PM
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
todae sch was borin... woke up missin hunny... got up and came online to get project stuffs... as well as msg bee... came back from sch... ate dinner and went out to watch Hide and Seek with sister... oso went to ask the price for my tattoo... hmmm... still under consideration of when i am gettin it done... probably after i grad... now i simply hav no time for more 'pain'... hahaz... the price quoted was cheap compared to far east... so its okie... hmmx anyway the movie was a gr8 twist... and 1 thing i learnt [sometimes, u cant even trust your closest!] go watch pple... its nice~ like u go >>> holy shiet!
oh yea... we did a lil shoppin and bought 2bottoms... hehez...
aft movie came str8 home... bathe n online... but sadly hunny isnt online oh well... t_T... *good nite hunny*
+ starlight*starbright + 10:54 PM
hell yea... i am freakin out...
+ starlight*starbright + 12:44 AM
Monday, February 21, 2005
school with laptop... oh heavy~... caught in traffic jam and was late for lecture for 30mins... luckily the lecture was easy... went for lunch after tat and did our powerpoint for tml tutorial o_O"... and my laptop wireless din work... so bought it to helpdesk to get it done... the whole 30mins... kim leng offered to go with me... hmmmz~ weird~ lolx... coz he's oways the quiet guy in class... and was recently called "gay partner of andy [andy is our teacher who looks like gay...haha]" he's weird anyway... likes to ask questions alot! oh manz... and he's oso know as the "1.5 guy" [1.5 means he lives in a semi-detach] haha oh he really looks like gay female :X opps
hiakz... cant online and chat wit my bee... 30mins to get the wireless workin... and the next thing i noe... my laptop got the "worm" aka virus!... crapz... so have to get it done aft my tutorial class... to install the worm blaster -fxsasser~ sheesh...
den home... hot weather! bathe!... oh hungry! dinner... haha... den online~ hehex chat wit bee~ did bulletin n quizzes... and now i want to get the last part of the webpage done! jia you! hehez
+ starlight*starbright + 7:51 PM
Sunday, February 20, 2005
home again~ i want to watch Hide and Seek! some1 date me pls... LOLx... alrite alrite juz j/k~ anyway bee went for haircut todae n rent a webcam so i can c her~ haiyo, handsome seh! ;) *drools* muahaha... seein her on the webcam is enough... oh and i turn speechless... coz i was juz glued to the webcam... *sighs*... haha and i saw nadz~ o_O" they went watch movie.... and here i am home with projects! oh dear~ t_T~ and yongjie called to say he wanna find some1 to talk to... coz he's bored... yea rite... like i hav the time to talk to him... hahaz... and siling called me to say tml we might hav to stay back in sch for powerpoint for the tutorial on tue... *tssktssk* >_<" cant some1 juz spare me from work!!! tis is crazy~ *hiak!* anyway i am glad my Fake webbie will be done soon... yea soon!... at least tat will be one thing down... since i am doin the webbie, the rest of the members will juz handle the report! yahoo... one thing to be at least glad abt... duh-oh... stil have another 3reports... *stabs myself in the heart, bang my head against the wall*--> some1 drag me! i am too weak to walk, think, speak... draaaaagggggggg meeeeeeee.......... losiinnnggg tolerance.......
+ starlight*starbright + 9:52 PM
Saturday, February 19, 2005
went causeway cathay to watch movie.... wanted to watch Hide n Seek... but den hor... left the front 3 rows oni... so decided to watch Flight of the Phoenix... and i actually thought tat was the title for the Jap cartoon... lolx... mistake... but anyway din regret~ the show was nice~ :)
*sighs* i miss hunny! so so much!
+ starlight*starbright + 1:26 AM
Friday, February 18, 2005
argh.... u noe how bad it is to not be able to lay asleep on ur back! fuk my brother~!~... he pushed me off my chair yesterdae... fell and hurt my back... no blue black... but it was swellin... and it hurts alot~ internal injury! hah... and the best part... his hands actually... hit my ear... and it bleed... coz his stupid action pulled my earring!!!! ARGH!!!!... oh ya... when i fell i use my hand to try to hold support... but failed... the push was too hard... and my hand's side sore as well... tis is frustrating!! pissed off!!! u noe simply pissed off!! *SIGHS*
cant slp well and woke up like a dead zombie...~ cant bother dressin well for the sales call... but hey stil hav to look presentable la... and hav to bring the footwear along for 'show' :( heavy sia... plus the abacus book~ so i can practice for test nxt fri~
the sales call i totally did terribly~ but teacher was so nice... she gave a B... she did ask wat i think i wld get :"C" i said... no sequence in talkin and i was stoppin in between sentences and flippin the "proposal" ! probably i even deserve a fail~ omg~ she was so nice i almost teared~ anyway she says:"i noe its hard to do such a call, but i noe u can be better, u are probably juz nervous" and she smiled~ She the teacher i like best!
after sales call... our group discuss projects again... o_O" haiz haiz!!!!... so much things to get done... tis is so crazy!
anyway i not much mood to blog todae la... *miss bee*
+ starlight*starbright + 7:14 PM
Thursday, February 17, 2005
alarm rang at 6.30am~ oh man~ i off the alarm n lay back to slp... "i will get up at 7am"...
"u want to get up or not? i am goin out already i dun care u ah..." tat familiar voice... oh man whose voice... oh its mum! sheesh... reluctantly i peeked at my hp for the time~ OMG! 7.30am!!! sheesh!!!... jumped out of bed, get everything done in 15mins... and yea i had my breakfast oso oki! haha... mum prepared it... din want to waste her effort... so juz "wolf" everything down... walked fast to the bus stop...
reached class 5mins late... test starts at 8am... i saw the paper and was relieved... *haha tis i noe how to do~* :P btw i din study for it la... heheh... coz last nite too tired lehz~ anyway the results will be known to us aft i finish the prac. i PASSED~ ;) yeah! however teacher says my connection hav oni mini mistake... :D
den off to atrium for coffee~ den another class IKS
reached class... teacher asked abt y i din attend the online chat on 7feb... freak out... think i care? furthermore i was workin 10-10 tat dae...
he replied:"dun u noe its sch dae... why work?..."
i almost wanted to say... " i prefer earnin money den wastin time for the chat..." [haha well i din say tis... i think he will juz fail me for the upcoming test!] o_O"
anyway shuangru said:"its the e-learnin week wat" wow... tis i totally agree wit her haha... [e-learnin who cares~ :P]
3groups presented and we wil oni present nxt week... aft class met winson n get my AIA policy... den discuss for nxt week presentation~ yea we are goin to act~ hehez i like acting funny stuffs... sheesh and they wanted me to act as auntie~ "haiyo...ah nei... hahahahz"... nvm its fun :D
tml sales call! argh >_<" i dun like to wear formal clothes *hiak hiak*
+ starlight*starbright + 4:41 PM
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
i hate wednesday! the longest sch dae... *hiak*
dread off bed again... was late but not reali late~ ah well the lecturer started late... so i dun consider myself late... get me? lolx okay confusing yea... i dun care~
the Abacus n Global Travel presenter blabber forever~ i nv listened i juz drew signs n logos... 2 for ET webpage, 1 abt hunny n bee, and 3 of my name lolx :P
hey even andy, the lecturer is drawin away oki... lolx he drew a lil boy in a childish way OMG!
he starts n ends his lecture in 45mins~ coolz
den we went off to the Alumni to eat... had katsu don~ not bad~ but the miso soup sux! den drag our feets for the next class *signs*
CEM class was oni 30mins... wth... so we decided to get our ET proposal done~ went down to canteen.... and some other students wanted to tk pics of my hair[indigo] n siling's[pink] hair my project... tats wat they say... oh well... juz let them shoot~ weird~ in the canteen somemore! o_O" hahahz... oh yar and Irene noodles hav a caterpillar in it! yucks! and khairul called from another table to ask me:"tml presentation how ah?..." fuk him! his the leader n he did nothin, the last time its me who did the powerpoint n blog all myself... and fuk the rest of the group members... sorry to be vulgar but FUK them! i am washin my hands of tis presentation!!! i mean it!
den off to ATM- oh damn... nxt week hav the stupid Abacus test... i totally am lost! freak freak freak out~ elaine go through the workbook like a bullet train... and i understand nth! oki mayb tis time i wil juz fail tis test... watever! *HIAK*
tml BHE test! i haven study! holy shit~ devil bless me pls!~... sales call on fri, Abacus practice on fridae~... oh dear~ *i am driven up the wall*
+ starlight*starbright + 7:27 PM
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
freak out! woke up early todae to get to sch for projects... den lecture den tutorial! den projects discussion n points thinkin again! ARGH! i am goin nuts nuts nuts! tis is crazy!!! 3weeks for 3projects, 2 tests and a sales call~
can some1 juz stab me hard! or bring me to the mental hospital for goodness sake! coz i will thk u so so much for tat! please! faints*
-no mood to blog!-
hav to do research n Webpage... fainted already! call the ambulance some1 t_T
+ starlight*starbright + 6:56 PM
happy valentine day to all~ hehehez
am i glad i came online and chatted wit bee juz now... if not something bad, or shld i say dreadful might hav happen to her.... the makati mrt explosion in by the terrorists~... anyway i gave her a surprise call hehez ;) i miss bee!!!
anyway she's goin date wit nadz... and me with burg~...
burg n i goin watch Racing Stripes... all the horses in the movie are beautiful!... stripes was all cool... and the 2 flies~ lolx... lame! oh and the pecan named 'goose' wth~ ahahaha... pretty lame but was funny... i want to catch the movie Hide and Seek! hmmz~
anyway burg gave me rose~ so sweet... thx burg ;) well i got her a piggy soft toy~ haha i din noe wat to buy, the piggy was cute... lolx... like her :P aft movie its home time~
sister, lincoln n yiya came via taxi n pick me up~ yea so here i am home~ sheesh i miss her! so much! reach home n search for the ET project guidelines~ holyshit... siling wanted it~ but i searched thrice and cldnt find... well... so she got it printed else wher... duh oh~
btw feel kinda bad rejecting Dion, askin me out... but she oni asked me ard like 7pm~ uh huh~ o_O"... lolz~
take care bee, dun keep thinkin abt negative stuffs anyway!~ :D
+ starlight*starbright + 12:28 AM
Monday, February 14, 2005
out of the 6 i did 4... and its so freakin irritatin the module rep nv collect the lecture notes! so damn it... i dun like to do things half way but wat can i do~ argh~ pissed off... hell yea i am go to slp...
the family dinner [mum's side] juz now was quite alrite... ate pretty full... and omg! Trisha is so so cute!!! shes a DOLL, 13mths~ aww and she loves me! hehe... she oni allows me to carry her okie~ and she manage to call me "jie jie!" so so sweet izitnt it! my grand uncle took pic of us~...i am ask him for the pic... but i wonder when though... >_<"... ups~
+ starlight*starbright + 12:45 AM
Sunday, February 13, 2005
its oni afternoon til i woke up todae... haha slept late last nite... ard early tis mornin~ hmmz was thinkin abt her yah noe~... and figurin codes~ >_<" i juz dun believe i cant figure them out! hahaz... i will cont' figurin the codes out *ohmmm*
juz got home from the airport~ boo hoo hoo... dad's goin Finland and oni be back on 1st April... nahz not an April Fool joke~ its real... wat a dae to be back... lolx...
got 2msg from her! one in the mornin, one ard evenin! oh dear... i miss her so so much! tml can chat wit her again~ coz she'll be back :) hehehz *smiles smiles*
hmmmz jus now Dion was so bored she msged me... to go out wit her... oh well... i ask her to go airport wit me if she wanted lolx... and she said:"if i am ur sweetheart i will go.... coz all ur family lehz..." does tat matter... hmmz weird... lolx as a fren stil can go yahx~ she complained life was bad n stuffs... heard its becoz of a guy... well she decide to find pple to watch movie n go pple watchin... o_O" and she said wisma indochine not nice! lolx... anyway she n i lookin forward to go Clarke Quay Indochine... "the forbidden city" layout is so so darn nice!!! hmmz somedae somedae~ lolx
+ starlight*starbright + 12:40 AM
Saturday, February 12, 2005
she's back at her mum's place... and oh i miss her so!
tk care hunny~ miss ya ;) hehez
MY LOVE IS YOUR LOVE -whitney houston
(clap your hands, ya'll it' alright) (4 times)
If tomorrow is judgement day (sing mommy)
And I'm standin' on the front line
And the Lord ask me what I did with my life
I will say I spent it with you
If I wake up in World War 3
I see destruction and poverty
And I feel like I want to go home
It's okay if you commin' with me
(clap your hands, ya'll it's alright) (4 times)
Cause your love is my love
and my love is your love
It would take an eternity to break us
And the chains of Amistad couln't hold us (2 times)
(clap your hands, ya'll it's alright) (2 times)
If I lose my fame and fortune
And I'm homeless on the street
And I'm sleepin' in Grand Central Station
It's okay if you're sleepin' with me
(clap your hands, ya'll its alright....) (2 times)
As the years they pass us by
we stay young through each other's eyes
And no matter how old we get
It's okay as long as I got you babe
(clap your hands, ya'll it's alright) (2 times)
Cause your love is my love
and my love is your love
It would take an eternity to break us
And the chains of Amistad couln't hold us (2 times)
If I should die this very day
Don't cry, cause on earth we wasn't meant to stay
And no matter what people say
I'll be waiting for you after judgement day
Cause your love is my love
and my love is your love
It would take an eternity to break us
And the chains of Amistad couln't hold us (2 times)
+ starlight*starbright + 12:43 AM
Thursday, February 10, 2005
woke up in the afternoon... came online to wait for her online... while waitin i played games n stuffs... hehez... only until ard 5pm den she got online... but we oni chatted awhile den hav to go my god ma n nanny hse to bai nian le :)
once a yr i c nanny... she's aging but i love her... hehez... she tk good care of me when i was younger like ard 2yrs old... and she remember i love taiwan sausages haha... so she gave me a packet... we hugged :)
after tat... went to Jalan Kayu ther to eat prata... dad was hungry mahz... by the time we got home... its 11pm+... bro n sis vyin for bathroom... well... so i came online to c if she's online... and yay she's! hehez ;)
+ starlight*starbright + 10:58 PM
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
early gotta wake up n go grandpa hse liao~ yawns* but for the sake of and paoz! wake up noh... lolx... broke mahz... so ang pao mean alot okie~...
-grandpa hse
-grand aunt 2 hse
-grand aunt 3 hse
-swensen's ice-cream
-aunt jenny hse
after which left for town to watch movie... but all the slots left single seats... wtf... argh... o_O" no nv watch n came home nohz...
reach home first thing... counts money haha pretty fulfillin i mus say ;) hehehe save for my tattoo! hmmz
i miss her
+ starlight*starbright + 10:45 PM
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
tellin me she goin j.b. tml for 2daes wit her family... yes, she called me again... and again she said she missed me... tell me abt her ex-gf n her new bf... and purposely said: "tat dae i got ur sms but din reply coz i want you call me back..." wth... tis is crazee... i msged u on account tat u are my best fren and not to mention juz to go buy a present oni okie... and i am not like any1 u like or tat i like u... u dun take me for granted alrite even if i liked u in the past... enough is enough... can i juz ask for one thing?... plz get ur priorities rite... and get a good life! pls~
the carebear i gave u is becoz u loved the moon n i loved the star,
*a gift for bestest fren- me to u*
u want it take as a clone of me, its fine.
but dun assume i will be ther oways to hear all those tat are not my problems... i dun like to be use tis way, ryn. dun force me to say "i miss u" either esp. i dun feel like it.
+ starlight*starbright + 10:33 PM
Your inner soul is calling for help! You always
seem so depressed, lonely, and feel like an
outsider. You may have a cold, sad exterior,
but in all reality you are hurt inside and
bottling up all of your anger. Everyday you
wonder why are you still here when there is
nothing left? You use to once be a happy,
loving soul, but it was damaged by 'them' and
seems like it never can be fixed again.
However, you have yet seemed to realize that
there are people out there that deeply care for
you. They secretly have a thing for you because
they find you to be dark, mysterious, and full
of secrets, not to mention being the prettiest
person in the world! You like to enjoy your
time by yourself expressing your feelings
through forms of art, and enjoy nice quiet
scenaries that just dazzle your mind with awe.
Your bedroom is basically your sanctuary where
you can hide out, hidden from those who gave
you all of the pain. Try to loosen up and have
some fun! Never start frowning because you
never know who's falling in love with your
smile :)
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+ starlight*starbright + 8:04 PM
You are a water girl. You are flexable and very
nice. You are quiet so people who don't know
you thnk you are weird or just mean and high
and mighty like. You aren't though. You like
to have a good time and you also just like to
relax and just enjoy the stars.
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+ starlight*starbright + 8:04 PM
the hope u gave me, is wat others cant replace.
the love u showered me, is wat i'll cherish.
those moments when u arent here by my side,
are the moments where i miss u.
i juz want to be selfish and lock u in my heart,
so you cant escape.
let our hearts be together with each other always.
+ starlight*starbright + 5:13 PM
was awaken by sis conversation wit i duno who! early in the mornin... i got annoyed opened my mouth n said: "fuk u la... early mornin talk on fone, u don1 slp i want! shut up!"... and went back to slp!
was den woken up by bro comin back from sch ard 11+am... and the sun in shinin on my face o_O" argh... nvm wake up anyway... drink coffee, vacuum floor n changed my bedsheet. re-touch my hair again n watch tv! lolx... wat a dae... hungry leh! but dad went cut hair haven reach home... wait he come back can eat steamboat!!! yum yum*
+ starlight*starbright + 5:04 PM
Monday, February 07, 2005
wrote tis when i was bored todae...
As the wind blow in my face
I whispered "i miss u"
Hoping the wind will pass the words to you
Because in this lonely night
I am sleeping without your shoulder as my pillow
In my mind all the time
Are the pictures of you and me together
And slowly i closed my eyes
Not to stop thinking about you
But to continue missing you much
*no hunny no bee* ;)
+ starlight*starbright + 9:03 PM
super duper not feel like goin work todae... but argh last dae!!!... work for money... went work... todae got 2 new promoter... Xuefen n Cindy.... hmmmz... not much sales todae... most pple go NTUC buy... further more not much freedies to tk liao... stephanie brought food n drinks from NTUC for us... haha... f.o.c... shes ntuc beer promoter... she has been workin for abt a month... usu. 10am-10pm... nowadays... 10am-2am!!!... 7daes a week... she looked reali reali reali shagged... woah~ scare she faint anytime sia... we chatted n crapped... lolx as usual...
started clearin stocks n the place from near 4pm... by 6.30pm everything was cleared... ended work at 7pm but we wrote we clocked out at 8pm... lolx... melanie let us~ :P yay!... home i went... my eyes very dry la... tired nehx! lolx i forever tired... nvm... kakakaz
+ starlight*starbright + 8:23 PM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
was woken by the singing of my sister todae... faints* lolx... her voice not bad... but cmon! i am slping... i slept ard 5.30am though i was very tired after work... haha... oh well checked my hp and ther was 2missed calls from xiao de darlin... so called her back... she wanted to noe wat time i goin to go to jamie's chalet... hmmmz decided to go evenin time...
called siyong to meet her to buy the box for the present at Ikea... well... after awhile changed my mind... n sis want to go to the chalet wit me... so might as well go buy the box wit sis nehz... beter den meetin n waitin for siyong... lolx... bought the box... headed down to Beach road... guess wat we bought? lolx... Taz n Bad Hair Day boxer [$6 each] and a Tee[$10.90] >>> oh yah check around for prices before buyin coz the first shop i asked for the Tee price, the ger said it was $16.90 [$6 more expensive!!! wtf]... den left soon and headed to Pasir Ris...
so mafan reached Pasir Ris stil muz tk bus go the chalet... thirsty lehz! so went buy Raspberry White Chocolate from Coffee Bean... temption of coffee... hmmz~... hehez... ther goes $6... took the bus and walked into to chalet... the chalet was alrite la [reached ard 6.30pm]... kinda nth better to do... lolx... pple BBQ for us to eat... i cant be bothered abt BBQing... lolx... crystal couldnt come... coz traffic jam at J.b. [she was at J.b. meetin her bf mahz...] played pokers n crap agains lolx... left at 9.30pm... on way home, Bee msged me! hehez *muaxx*... reached home 11pm... o_O" juz got online and tonite gotta slp early ehz... tml 10-10pm lehz >_<"
+ starlight*starbright + 11:42 PM
APB>>> Asia Pacific Breweries
Cheers: Tiger Beer has won over 30 gold medals and awards through the years
+ starlight*starbright + 1:15 AM
Saturday, February 05, 2005
start work at 10am todae... reach the work place ard 10.10am... late la... yest. cldnt slp until 3am... bee wont be online til mon... juz hope she get well tats all...
todae pass pretty quickly... cause got "entertainment" which wasnt very entertainin... lolx... by the UFM 100.3... askin pple to join NTUC union members... paying $8/mth... duhz... for wat lehz... den the Dj ask me go join... den can get lucky draw... he think i nth better to do mehz... i not NTUC regular lehz... well before he left... he gave us a pack of new yr goodies... and hong baos... o_O"
den siling came find me for dinner before to go to work at The Den... had long john's... cldnt finish my share... so she ate it... heez... argh i miss Bee...
todae's earnings abt $2000+... way much den yesterday...
aft work had beer n we chatted crap... and generation gap abt likings n history... lolx hilarious!... left ard 11+pm... shagged la... haha... reached home got online... juz to msg her... alrite goin off! ciaoz!
+ starlight*starbright + 11:57 PM
Friday, February 04, 2005
todae first dae workin at lot1 -tiger beer counter
made some new frens>> kris, huan liang, jeserene n adeline
kris is pretty n clever, from NUS lehz! same as huan liang
we crapped from 10am-10pm... even bored to the extend til we played Bingo at the counter... lolx... and darn a mafan auntie requested one of us to take the 30s cans of beer to the bus stop for her... and she was carrying a lil kid who juz cries so much o_O" double faints!... and so i helped her...
had lunch n a lil dinner for the dae... dun even feel like eating... again... argh...
tml again 10am-10pm wish me lucks~... lolx
+ starlight*starbright + 11:45 PM
Thursday, February 03, 2005
was awaken by a bad dream n siling sms... i dreamt abt her again...
had my lunch and went out wit mum to buy jamie present... after which went to siling hse to do her hair... until 8pm den i left... sux... i oni got online now... not much time to chat wit her... and she's sick... and left juz like tat... *heart pain* i juz hope she's fine n get well soon...
gotta get out soon to meet mum aft her work, need to help her carry stuffs as NTUC todae close at 12am...
and fuk... tml i am workin 10-10pm... i wish to chat wit her online but i wont be able to... Bee... pls get well soon... i'am worried.
+ starlight*starbright + 9:14 PM
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
i find tis cool~ lolx
liars fuk off my page
+ starlight*starbright + 5:50 PM
it beeps like hell again... no sch lehz... stil hav to wake up... alrite standard stayin in bed time-30mins... 8.30am... alrite woke up n left hse ard 9am to meet siling,jamie, siyong n kimleng at Lot1... siyong n kimleng gonna be late... she msged me... i am gonna be late too... ah well as usual :P lolx... reached mac... hungry hungry!... went buy breakfrast eat... discuss project report n craps til 11.30am, jamie gonna go BBDC... well we stay n discuss wat to buy for her bday tis sundae... oh well... headache thinkin of present... in my mind... the present ideas are much more meant for some1 i like... hahaz... okok back to topic... in the end decide to buy lil presents n put them all in a big box together... each of us suppose to buy different presents... alrite... tml...
left for home after tat... siling wanted my to tk bus wit her... but nah!... bus i hav to change bus... might as well tk lrt... reach home n touch up my hair... its fading lolx... tml stil need go silin hse how her redye too... faints*... while i wait for my hair to be ok... i type n finished my report!!!! yay!!!!... hmmz no presents for me? for finishin report? in 4hrs ok! lolx fine fine... nvm... i treat myself yogurt~ haha... yummy
havin my lunch cum dinner now... tats all said
btw i send her e-cards... wonder she like it or not?... hmmz she busy now... i was bathing came out saw her msg replied her... den she no reply me nehz~ alamak~ haha nvm
+ starlight*starbright + 4:44 PM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
woke up, lie in bed stil... keep checkin time "oh well, 1 more min in bed..." end up 30mins in bed stil... LOLx... okok finally climbed out of bed... if not i gonna be late... hav a quick breakfast n walked to bus stop... crapz... reach bus stop stomach very pain... went home... settle n went down to tk cab if no bus arrive soon... walkin half-way saw bus comin, ran aft bus... worst crap... reached marsiling... mrt to sembawang... 1min train arriving! damn... rush again... and i reached sun plaza 9.45am... jamie msged say she will be late... so i said i will go find steven first... and she insisted in wait for her... ok noh... wait... 3mins before 10am she reached... holy... went over to the Tiger beer counter n met steven ther... guess wat? he's the security of the tent... he doesnt noe much... faints*... its a hot day by the way... hot weather o_O" oh well... den he left... only me n jamie at the tent... holy... hahaz
lunch at the tent as well... waited for time to pass til 4pm... off work... however the other shift reached 30mins late... i had to wait... jamie hav to work pub at 7pm so she left at 4pm... i left str8 after the next shift came... and fuk... i was already on the train, one stop ahead of sembawang and melanie called to say i need to get back to the tent... coz haven count money... wtf!!!... fine fine i go back... tat stupid fat guy from the next shift...
see his face, want to slap!...
he say when he saw me: "u nv count stock before u go meh..."
me: "huh... steven say closin den count wat!... *mumbles: wth!*"
he:"den u nv tell me how much the float is..."
me:"u nv ask when i leave, first day, how am i suppose to noe, somemore no in charge when i was ard..."
he:... okok... nvm wats the float...
me: $186.20
he:"$184...huh?...
me:"*he deaf or wat...* $186.40!..."
he:" ok... so how much u sell... got write down..."
me: *nonsense* i wrote down on the checklist of coz..."
he: *starts counting on calculator*
he:" u sure tats wat u sell?..." *mumbles: quite alot*
me:" ya! wat else... *duhz of coz lots 3x24s cans =3x $57.80 and other cartons sold*"
he:"hmmz got extra cash..."
me:"oh so..."
he:"extra beter den loss..."
me:*wat u implying...!* ok nth liao rite, i am goin!..."
he:" u wrkin tml?.."
me:" no... no here anymore... *am glad* will be workin at Lot1.."
he:" oh... ther alot pple..."
me:"*crapz*
before he says anything more i left... waste my time goin back... ez-link no money [only few cents left!] tk mrt already... so only took mrt till woodlands [ezlink minus credit already...] lucky i stil got bus concession so took bus home~... oh dear! forget bring keys... ask sis to return home... and so sister wait for me under block... home together... yay!...
bathe, had dinner n online... buried my head in typin report... no time no time!... type half of report.. decide to continue tml... chatted wit bee~ hehez... and i even tot abt logical points for xiao de darlin ok!... i stil can think besides crappin hahaz :P
+ starlight*starbright + 10:14 PM
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