IT'S OK
Well I remember all the nights I used to stay at home
I believed in you
CHORUS:
Well now you got to where you wanted
I believed in you
CHORUS
it's alright and its ok and
CHORUS
its alright and its ok and
You're not here but its ok
on the phone all night long,
Used to talk about the things we really wanna do
I believed in you,
I remember how you used to say
have no fear, be ok,
When you told me anything you want is possible
we could have it all
I must have been a fool,
All my dreams were with you
I say it's ok,
I can promise you
it's alright,
You ain't keeping me up
all night no more,
You're not here but its ok,
I assure you babe
It's alright,
You aint keeping me up
all night no more,
You're not here but its ok
like I knew you would,
Cash, car, house, it's all good,
Is that why you never come around here no more
like you did before,
Got it all thats the way it seems
looks like you lived your dream,
And I hope your life has turned out for the better now
when I'm not around
I must have been a fool,
All my dreams are with you
it's alright and its ok and (and you're not here with me)
it's alright and its ok and (its alright)
it's alright and its ok and (its ok)
it's alright and its ok and (and you're not here with me)
its alright and its ok and
it's alright and its ok and
it's alright and its ok and (and you're not here with me)
it's alright and its ok and (its alright)
it's alright and its ok and (its ok)
it's alright and its ok and (and you're not here with me)
Name: adeline
Nicknames: adel/ade/juan/mk
Birthday: 16 Aug
[ My Loves ]
Drinks: iced milk tea/green tea/coffee bean-sunrise/chocolate bunny
Movies: the bone collector/phantom of the opera/the classics
Songs: dreamin of u/eternal flame/i swear
+ + + + + to be updated if needed.
*the special some1*
[ My Detests ]
Drinks: rootbeer/sarsi
Movies: none...
Songs: techno
[[*Girl's Past Histories*]]
06'2004
07'2004
08'2004
09'2004
10'2004
11'2004
12'2004
Jan-Mar05
Apr-Jun05
Jun-Sep05
tears.dropped
+January 2005+
+February 2005+
+March 2005+
Thursday, March 31, 2005
talk abt coffee addiction...
+ starlight*starbright + 1:23 AM
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
well well like dion said... yea it has been coincident meetin her every exam dae... coz we're of different classes... hehe... she juz gr8 haha... she told me on the bus juz now... she only studied the last 5chap todae... omg~... like me... she take the exam as 'common sense' haha... *sighs* besides i miss ryn... hmmx juz miss those best fren times... she gonna pass me the white thing soon hehehe... sheeshh i wonder when we'll meet up... she's stil as busy at workin... phattt... and me... crapz think abt goin to work soon? cont' study... ah mayb i shld juz be an ART teacher... hmmmx~ muahahha govt job... stable stable!... haiya haiya juz vexedededed! i juz cant seems to decide... like i oways do... lolx... yea nth is serious... y be so serious... when ther's politics in tis world... and full of weird pple... mayb i was juz another weirdo to others... i dun even understand myself... how can others understand me den!... "if i do understand myself, y wld u understand me..."
now 'm brain dead, eyes dead, erm... wat else... gettin retarded...
-life's juz a miserable crappy game- muahaha but did i mention i was the lunatic of the game... yea tats me*>>click for profile<<*
*profile of lunatic unavailable... try again... trust me?*
fellow game master:
if u're game for me, i'm game for u... juz put ur stakes, and i'll put mine... and i was thinkin if u ever think the 'mission' is gettin borin... u can juz say it in my face... we can oways tk up another 'mission'... i'll stil challenge u...
last line: u dun hav to understand wat i'm talkin abt... [u can leave now] -bubbye-
+ starlight*starbright + 4:43 PM
yea yea juz got home... phew juz spent the 2hrs writin non-stop... now i wonder if it was rubbish i wrote for the paper... lolx... hmmm not much memorise job, juz common sense... yea its a 'common sense' paper yahz... a total of 11pages... oh my... i was startin to think i can crap well... muahahahz... fri's the last paper! yea! now only left 1 more to go...
i din study much last nite... rem. i had a nap... suppose to wake up at 7pm... end up wakin up at 9pm... my eyes were so dead though... so tired... had dinner... took out my notes... played some music... read thru a few chapters n i end up doin swf. file again... lolx... den back to notes... eat snacks... den i started gettin reali tired, my eyes not my brain... sheeshh... anyway manage to finish all tat i hav to noe... though i admit i din remember much hahaz... and i startin thinkin abt workin at sentosa again... damn... nvm... went to slp instead... *drop dead* at 3am.... sis set the alarm at 5am for her h/w.... duhz... but i pressed it off... haha noe-in neither of us wld bother anyway...
well well am reali tired now... lucky no paper tml... juz needed a break... *1/2 closed eyes* i'ma go catch some nap... erm is ther a noon-time dreamland? lolx... ciaoz!
+ starlight*starbright + 12:48 PM
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
hmmm haven had much slp last nite... went to bed at 12am but til ard 3+am den i slpt... cldnt slp... was thinkin abt hunn... to cont. studyin aft poly or not... wat to do aft the last paper... when exactly to get my tattoo... recitin my LLM in head... wat to do wit my stuffs... sheesh! so many stuffs in head... omg! hahaha
hehehe loaded a .swf of my own at downe... self-made... usin Swish... its cool :) n uploaded new pic... muahahha anyway todae's paper was kinda easy... juz tat 1 forget abt 1point boo hoo hoo o_O"!!!... juz had my lunch... sheesh and i am gettin tired... i'ma go catch some nap later den wake up revise me CEM... the 2nd last paper tml~ oh my... reali cant wait for everything to end!!!
anyway... our pact of not chattin din work out... lolx coz we miss each other too much... *hunny hunny* hehehehe... hey u gotta curb ur food depression though lolx... or we gonna get fat together sheeshh... coz i have been at home eating studyin eating studyin lolx... opps*
alritey ends here kekeke
+ starlight*starbright + 1:44 PM
Monday, March 28, 2005
yahoo~ [no not the search engine... its an expression of happiness :P] hahaha yea coz its our 2nd monthsary! hugs hunny tight! love ya so so much... and the chat we're havin is so hilarious lolx my stomach cramped, face turns red, green n almost blue if i laugh on... muahahaha... oh yea n flores sea wher the fishes can be found in flowers within the sea... [tats corals..oh my] hahaha... and hunny no more milo powder eating aka energy powder eating... lolx
thx for ur so so swt testi. :D luv u luv u luv u! n i cant wait til nxt yr when i'll c u
and yes we'll deal wit the misses til april 1st *will miss u lots lots*
tk care alrites, rem. mahal kita~ ;) :*
+ starlight*starbright + 12:17 AM
Sunday, March 27, 2005
well well juz got online... coz bro was usin it wit his fren... games again... but to my disappointment she wasnt online... oh well... mayb i shld get goin... to write my notes... while i wait... i guess so... its LLM shld be fast... oki enuf said... for now...
+ starlight*starbright + 5:37 PM
last nite... aft editin some pixs... i felt beter... well juz some pixs i got online... they are nice... juz decide to do some craft wit them tats all hehex... sometimes the ugliest pix hav a beautiful part of it... it juz tk sometime to find it out... and even the prettiest pic hav a ugly spot in it... its juz tat pple are blinded by its 'beauty'... everything on tis world deserves to be pretty... in a way or another... in a matter of time to be realise... :) everything thing is unique... and cant be reproduce in any way to be exactly the same... not even a clone can be exactly the same... who noes... one may hav an extra mole somewher... lolx... [okok juz crappin..]
anyway i finish readin through my CEM notes last nite... whew...
todae accomplished writin my ATM notes... though i absolutely hav no mood to do so... noe hunny will be online... but erm... i juz got home not long wit sister... coz we decide to chill out and watch 'The Son of the Mask"... lolx... funny... oh my the baby so cute... and tat dog... a jealous dog lolx... and the god's son... -tat mischief guy... hahaha... to de-stress go watch the show... [juz needed tat to relax my brain cells...] phat... tml stil need to start on LLM... oh dear!... juz bear wit it hunny... juz few daes will hav hard time to chat for long... hope u understand... but aft the April's fool dae... i am more free... no more sch! :D *hugs* love ya
-and tk care pls... dun oways fall sick...omg~ >_<"
+ starlight*starbright + 12:27 AM
Friday, March 25, 2005
*Have u ever felt tis way?*
when u enter a timezone of nowher
u dun even noe wat u want
when all thoughts juz dun seems rite
u so wanna get out of it
but nth snaps u out of it
ur mind seems empty
yet seems to be loaded with thoughts
u feel like u wanna slp forever
or enter into a fairytale eternally
when all seems impossible n vade
nth real was seen
only shadows lurking
amolition was wat's desired
and wish tat some1 wld understand
some1 was here
even if she was juz a myth
u wld say: "bring me to ur wonderland"
"let me leave tis turmoil behind"
"am so tired of everything"
she wld say: "come my sweet heart"
"come to my world free from anything.."
"& here only love and care exist"
is there such an angel tat ever exist
or tis was a made-up fantasy
all tis was not important
i juz wanted to get out of 'here'
tis moment rite now
shut my eyes and yearn
-tat everything will be gone
gone for the good
lost for all i care
rite here tis moment
i juz want to be alone
and no1 else for company
only for tat lady of the myth
as tears welled up in my eyes
but was frozen
-the moment they wanted to fall
devastated am i for thoughts so lost & the whirlin mind...
+ starlight*starbright + 9:43 PM
mmm... rating problems- so fuk shit~...
anyway went visit grandpa todae... den sim lim to c digi cam... hmm the olympus is pretty good :) soon soon will hav it... hehehex... was so damn tired... slpt late last nite... and was woken up by mum sheesh~
am hungry.. goin hav my lunch dinner... [opps i got my meal time messed up hahax]
+ starlight*starbright + 7:54 PM
"ther's 1 ugly bitch who calls pple ugly... oh mayb she shld juz think abt her lookin so haggard like a witch!... muahaha... oh i am so bad?... i think not... since she started it... hey... bother abt ur own witchy face... thx... and one stupid thingy u hav done?... y wld u bother to go to pple's page when u say tat some1 is ugly... duhz!!! get a life... no wonder no1 wants u"
witch of the depressed... be gone
+ starlight*starbright + 2:50 AM
Thursday, March 24, 2005
a story of fake B:
A: and so u make things so real... tat they seems to be at fault
B: no and i din... y muz u malign me...
A: i wld hav tot so if i haven seen the truth myself
B:now wat do u mean
A: i meant nth... i noe tat C and D and E are now juz myth~ and so much for C bein ur best buddy and so he's ur lover... how greater can things get?...
B:... who ever told u C was my lover?
A: no1... but u!... u din realise u send the msg meant for C to me huh.. and from tat msg i discover D and E were all faked up by u...
B:...*speechless*... are u sure? mayb some1 used my a/c to msg u... u nv noe
A: i cant be sure?!... hello... am i dumb or wat? or mayb u shld tell me who wld do such a thing?... speak!
B:... hey do u need to shout... how wld i noe?... forgive me in anyway okie?...
A: u duno?... well i believe in myself... i no longer trust in u... u noe wat u hav done... and i pity C who hav to put up wit tis... and wats the point for deceivin me?...
B:... u're gettin out of point... tis reali has nth to do wit C...
A: reali?... but mayb u shld noe... i confronted C before u... and she was cryin away... i can feel her pain... the pain u hav caused her... and only her will forgive u... not me!...
B:... wat u talked to her?... u aint kiddin are u?...
A: y shld i?... beside now u truely show how jerk u are... u din bother to ask abt her... and now u stil admit wat u have done... u're hopeless... reali hopeless... i aint wastin my time to speak to u... get out of my life... my heart's dead for u *walks off*...
B:... y are u leavin me like tat...
A: *a distance away...*
wat happen to B?... of coz B lose A... and C... the hurt caused to C will stay... B got with C and soon C realise B was juz a fake... so much C left as well... B end up wit nth and only D and E the made up frens'
>>> if u dun cherish... and be true... u will lose everything... its juz a matter of time.
+ starlight*starbright + 7:47 PM
yay! 1 paper down le! :) so happy... hey i summarise all the 8 lec into 3 foolscap of points... lolx... hey everythg gt come up kaes lolx... the least can get B or even better A muhahaha... hmmm tue, wed, fri so nxt fri is last paper!!!... now slack slack talk on fone... hehehe... den study tonite! :) hmmm i gonna change pix n stuffs hehehe oh miss hunn -ciaoz-
+ starlight*starbright + 5:35 PM
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
2nd revise... hmmz... at least i got the points in my head... phew~!~ tml first paper... shld i say i am excited or not... *thinks* yes: first n it will be nearer to the last paper~ no: i dislike exams... lolx
ahhhs lame... o_O" anyway hunny went back hmmmz might as well... so i can hav more concentration... muahahaz :P
chants "i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait for the sem. to end~!!!~" and dad is goin the France on the 9th~ how envy!!! though he doesnt wanna go "its work noh!..." >_<" hmm work... yea the idea of work sux oh my...
-losin crappiness...- *faints*
+ starlight*starbright + 8:29 PM
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
alrites... lets c wat i 've done for the dae...
\do a new blogskin... [tat will be upcomin peeps]
\crapz
\chattin wit hunny [oh my she's sick]
\and who the heck arlianny is...hmmx
\more crapz
\changed downelink pic
\yet to upload more pic
\>>am go for dinner n study
\hey we 're talkin abt self-discipline here lolx
\>>its gonna rain...yay! tonite slp will be sooo sooo good... muahaha *opps stop thinkin abt bed! -damn
+ starlight*starbright + 5:03 PM
Monday, March 21, 2005
jajaja i studied ATM todae... the theory part... hmmm the calculations part... i'ma do practice... anyway in the afternoon went to food festival wit mum... she wanna go... juz for a short while... coz i told her i need to come home n study... sounds hardworkin?... well coz yest i din study at all =X brain blocked la dun blame me... hahaha
o_O" lets c wats abt ATM - airline, airport hubs n more hub thingy... alliances... air freedoms n agreements... oh my... and fare calculation... budget airline, LCC terminal... faints* well at least i attended the tut... and noe wats goin on... hmmx... gd? hope so... >_<"
sux... tml hav to study ET and thur exams 1st paper...
+ starlight*starbright + 11:44 PM
Sunday, March 20, 2005
dang..
my head gets so heavy it fall
roll upon touchin the grd
rite to the spot
-in front of ur face
and so my mouth will smile
givin u a smug
-pick me up
u will juz lighten the weight
-of my head
place it on top of my body
i will juz be a babe
kiddin?
maybe u shld c for urself
am so dead w/o my head...
+ starlight*starbright + 4:46 PM
DAMIEN RICE
"The Blowers Daughter"
And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new
>>>main song of the movie "Closer"
+ starlight*starbright + 1:32 PM
Saturday, March 19, 2005
juz got home from studyin, eating and shoppin... LOLx... but hey i finished studyin my CEM okie!... den went TCC for coffee and lite bites and did sis blog skin wit my lappy... under her request! ehehehe... save the work in time before the lappy batt runs low like [left 3mins..] phew!... seriouly todae spent alot on food... $42 o_O" den went lookin for earrings... black earrings! i go for only 'unique' and good earrings... bought one- an ancient dragon... cost a whoppin $22... but tats the only piece! muahahahx... luv it... and i stil cant forget i lost my red devil hp thingy! haix... bought frm the same shop... sheesh~ :(
-btw got hunny's msg when i was on bus... hehex :) so swt... miss her!
+ starlight*starbright + 10:19 PM
guess wat... i juz got a msg... which almost left me bonkers... even my tired eyes wld open so wide... thers only one thing i want to say:
"hunny, pple can doubt me but u cant... and by now u shld noe tat i'll ask u watever i'm not sure abt... i'll tell u wat i dun like abt... and for goodness sake... the prev. post b4 tis is not meant for u...i gave u my assurance [i'm sayin all tis coz of u... i hope u get things rite here okie?]..." we'll talk abt tis tml... and of coz dun get the wrong idea tat i am not interested to hear abt wat happens to u... in fact... watever happens to u, is of my concern!
juz now was a short time out wit Dion... but finally i got to drink! we went Clarke Quay Indochine... it was nice deco, very much for the workin adults i suppose... place for chill n chit chat... oh and sugar daddy grabbers lolx... yea and men puffin into cigars and ladies shakin booty like nv [only a few]... most were juz sittin down... relaxin not talkin... ! sheesh! i had the Butterfly effect n Fuzzy Naval cocktails... while dion had the Terracota... and she was so funny she burnt the tibits! sheesh...i hope no1 saw tat! o_O" lolx... went home ard midnite... cinderalla has to go home! hahahax... dion's parents called... coz she has been goin home late for the past few daes~...
on our way to the bus stop we saw this 3 filipino gers and an 'ang moh' guy... one of the gers was drunk dead drunk~ and the 2 other gers were prob. was the ones who ganged up wit the 'ang moh' to make her drunk... these 2 were carryin her bag and 'flippin the stuffs in her bag' wat kinda frens is tis! and they juz let the 'ang moh' hug her.. hold her... even when the drunk ger was pushin him away n not interested... and the funniest part... the drunk lady was walkin and halfway a pad juz dropped out! fukin shiet! [i duno how tat happens.. but am glad i wasnt a bloody thingy... sheeesh... tat wld be so gross den!]... yucks!
walked pass the reverse bungee area... haix i wanted to try... but its freakin exp. like $30... well dion n i stood to watch and was makin joke abt it... *stroll stroll stroll* finally reached the bus-stop... *vrrrooomm...* finally am home!... tired but i promise to finishin studyin lec 5 of CEM tonite! alrite *stops here*
+ starlight*starbright + 1:39 AM
Friday, March 18, 2005
when she doesnt even care abt her future, when she noes she shld?
when she mixes with the wrong type of frens and head no others advices?
mayb there shld be no critics on the frens she made, den wat abt her own will?
where the will she's suppose to have gone to?
sometimes some1 shld juz giv her a hard knock on her head
-juz to wake her up and face the reality or "cruelty"
now its time to do what u ought to do and not play ard
get ur priorities rite, and ask urself wat u have u done?
you may thought wat u done was enuf, but is it reali tis way?
was it ur best tat u hav given? the job of a student done?
i 'm gettin speechless wit the ways u see n do stuffs
tired of preaching wat u shld take into acct at tis time of ur life
i noe its the laziness workin in u, in fact it works on everybody
but can u freakin snap out of it, and not waste ur time away
-preacher speech ends-
+ starlight*starbright + 11:47 AM
Thursday, March 17, 2005
in tis world of complicated feelins
-problems may be blue
-threats may surface
-trust put to test
-honesty challenged
all tis may happen
but i am not afraid
i believe in juz 1 thing
-our love
tis is enough to beats wat'll happen
+ starlight*starbright + 9:49 PM
atm revision lecture lasts 45mins... den meeet mum for lunch :) at bugis... later tonite den start revision... at least mux start 1 chap... to start off... lolz... was very tired tat i had afternoon nap... hehehex... alrite nth much to type... tml den confirm wit dion to go indochine! i wanted to drink since MONDAY!!! wth...
+ starlight*starbright + 9:15 PM
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
hmmm... so refreshing!...juz bathe out... bth the weather sia~... good for roasting pigs but not humans~ duh-oh!!!'
the sound of dad woke me up... he was talkin loudly and packin his stuffs for the last min call to bangkok... oh well... i cant fall back to slp so decided to sent him to the airport wit mummy... kakakax... we had soya bean ice-cream, the best~... hmmx den took mrt [which was like forever] to reach cck to meet sister for lunch and do a replacement for her lost ez-link card... freak out~ she's forever losin stuffs... had Ajisen Ramen for lunch!!! ;) the cheese dumpling [side dish] is nice... well coz got cheese mahs... hahaz... den went to buy mouse for the desktop~... walked ard wastin time... coz for sis replacement to be done... it need 45mins... oh mum bought me a shirt hehex~... and finally left for home aft 45mins... phew~
tml mornin gt revision lecture o.O".. i haven start studing... and silin is finishin studyin CEM... fast huh! faints* aiya... later tonite or tml nite den study sia... now too lazy n hot to study... hmph~
+ starlight*starbright + 4:20 PM
juz finished updatin the profiles -fridae, downe... uploading pix into flickr... well well... saw i like my new pix... hahax
well... saw nadz came online awhile back... hmm but bee hasnt msged yet... haven got home huhx o_^ ah wells... i'ma go slp! tiressssss *i luv ma bed* muahahahxxx
off to sendin her msg... and shut tis whole damn thing...pfffttt
+ starlight*starbright + 2:25 AM
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Lumpy and the Pooh gang!
+ starlight*starbright + 11:51 PM
i'ma do my brochure todae...
had curry chicken for lunch... went online to get started doin my work n i saw hunny online... she went for the check up n all is fine... after awhile... mum keep sayin she wants to go out... coz she aint workin todae... faints* okie... go wit her... bro too... end up watch Pooh's Heffalump movie... hehe so CUTE!!! omg~ however its only an hour n 10mins show... short huhx... called sis to join us for dinner... and she brought 'regina' along... lolx... very full dinner neh!... but yum yum~ ;) hehehz... den home home!!!
got home and i juz finished my brochure... check it out >>> click here
tml dad's goin to thailand ne... out of the blue... due to management decision... hmmz...
alritey, here's the Heffalump pic~ cute rite???!!! :D
+ starlight*starbright + 11:22 PM
Monday, March 14, 2005
its a wanking good time *muaxxx hunny* winks winks love u much
+ starlight*starbright + 11:44 PM
am so crooked
+ starlight*starbright + 6:50 PM
atm for class first thing in the mondae mornin... wasnt at all a good idea... and its all calculation ques... well well its fine act. juz needed more brain juice den usual... hmmx... after which was a short break den a presentation on the ET report n Webpage [webpage done by me alone --> click here] not very pro... by still will do... i presented on it... somehow i was lost on wat i am suppose to present... *duh-oh* nvm its over... no impt... as long as wat will be needed is stated in the report... besides teacher say it was good... ah yar... the testimonial part... lolx... lame though... o_O"
went to siling hse aft sch... coz her internet is down n she needed my thumb drive to her CEM part and send it to the rest... hmmmz...
*i'm not thinkin str8 todae...*
+ starlight*starbright + 6:36 PM
Sunday, March 13, 2005
finished the CEM part... *sighs* i hav tutorials yet to be done... its oways lazy sundae for me... oh well... reckon i do it later... in the afternoon was suppose to go SUNTEC n watch the cheerleadin competition... coz Feon is in... woke up late... anyway heard they won~ :) of coz... they oways hav a tough trainin... sometimes up to 11pm aft sch... >_<" tough hor~
*everything seems to be idling right now*
+ starlight*starbright + 8:39 PM
if u noe...
Open your eyes
Undo the seem
It's not like before
It's not just a dream
A hint of a smile
As your hand touches mine
No longer alone
I feel them entwine
Ah ah ah...
Eventually I'm holding your hand
You say quietly
Baby don't go
Stay here with me
So this is it
To you I belong
No more goodbyes
We knew all along
Ah ah ah...
Eventually Open you eyes shhh...
It's not just a dream
i cldnt start thinkin abt those points
my mind is swirling
everything was like a standstill
*i'm like a lost puppy roaming the streets*
+ starlight*starbright + 4:23 PM
so tired!... aft tis i am goin to bed!... juz finished typing a few points for CEM report... forever reports...
anyway todae went to Hartfort Institute open hse... to noe more abt the Central Queensland Uni. Degree for Biz Management... hmmx most prob. advanced to last yr [8modules] $1267/module... faints* however stil lots cheaper den goin overseas lahx... hmmx... the lady- Ivy said its beter to work full-time n study 7-10pm... coz get a degree n experience together... oh well... not a bad idea... juz tat for tat 1yr... it will juz be work n study~ >_<" the fastest way i suppose... besides my parents want to c me further studies... 1yr... i guess its okie... hahax
den went to town help mum collect her hp... has been a week when it was sent for repair... aft tat went shoppin ard and got a retro belt hehex... and coffee bean for a drink... den went home to rest awhile before goin to hshi bdae...
was 8+pm when reached hshi place... aft a big big rain... got her a coca cola lamp... kinda retro... nice~... left ard 10pm to tk bus to meet gab. been long since i last met her...
we went to watch Close... starrin Julia Roberts... [thinks abt hunny~] *sighs* can i kiss those lips? hehehex... its a complicating movie which require thoughts... nice... put ur mind to it... n u wil understand the movie...
*closer but never near...* wat meant to be urs will be urs... no matter wat happens....
misses hunny... nite all~ *dream land*
+ starlight*starbright + 4:09 AM
Friday, March 11, 2005
8am i off my hp alarm... went back to slp... lucky siling called me to wake me up at 8.45am... coz she remember i haven iron my shirt... haha... anyway i din iron any shirt... i juz worn sis's shirt... packed my lappy and shoe den went out of hse le... reached sch 10am... to reherse wit siling... tis time i am not letting ms ng down... i feel so guilty she was so nice to me on my 2nd call... o_O" even though i totally messed it up... very content with my presentation :) they laughed at my 'joke' hahax... its was lame... but at least it got the audience movin yea hehehex... had a full lunch in sch... katsu don, chawa mushi~ very full ne... decide to go home b4 it rains! beside my bag heavy!...
got home slacked ard den call the optical shop and wait sis to be back so we can go collect specs... and to report her lost ezlink card... faints forever lost ezlink card... and went to buy hshi bdae present... coz its tml! lolx...
*zai xiang wo de hunny bee!*
+ starlight*starbright + 8:48 PM
Thursday, March 10, 2005
ah well last nite went to meet ryn... she passed me a braclet... she looked so sweet last nite... she was in pink... went mos burger to have a drink... we waited for her brother too... whose workin at plaza... den after tat went to mac outdoor to sit... she smoked o_O""" den my sis went home first... coz papa wants his newspaper... i waited with her til her bro came... den we both went home soon... anyway she told me her bf now is very bad-tempered... even scold her bad words but cared for her alot... wth?... i dun understand why she can go with guys like tat... and one thing i think she's crazy abt is tat she's "got back" with tat yan... 4yrs for stranglin to get him out of her mind...she's crazy... dun understand... i nv wish to... tat yan's a jerk too~... watever... her life's pretty ruined for him anyway... wat more can i say... was happy to get hunny's msg... i reached home n msged her... aft tat was so tired went to slp...
din study for BHE MCQs test... no needed la... tat 15% dun hav oso pass already... anyway tis mornin took the test... i got 27/50 lolx... waste time... at least i din for...yea so i went to sch for only 35mins... reached home had my lunch... rebooted my lappy and took a nap til siling called me... she's on the way to my hse... yea now she's here... but the sad thing is... she did her slides till only 2slides is left... but lost... my lappy stucked... well so i juz off the lappy and on again... lucky the ppt got auto recover... so she recovered 11slides and only lost two slides! lolx... lucky ah... haiya den she smoked outside my corridor but the smoke 'floated' into my hse... if my mum noes she gonna kill me... hahax
+ starlight*starbright + 5:13 PM
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
argh! stupid... i type a pretty long post but IE error... lost everything... fine... now i type brief... tats it
-mornin project discussion redundant
-breakfast in sch fulfillin
-had coffee, waffle n 1/2 boiled eggs
-jamie's suggestion, both of us so full
-LLM lecture 45mins
-slack n went to comp lab
-did changes to ET webpage
-all coz of kim leng
-last min den say abt changes
-lappy infested wit virus
-lucky stil hav jamie's cd-rom
-so can dl PS 7.0 to desktop
-atm tut filled wit calculations
-head spinnin round n round
-got hunny's sms :)
-glad she reached home safely
abt yest un-entered post
-sch was nth much
-project discussion end up to be r/s discussion
-ryn called to meet wanted to pass me something
-which she wanted to pass to me but had no chance
-said she hugged my care bear everydae
-well i love the care bear myself- so cute
-ended up not meetin
-she had to end work late
-have bulk purchases of $1000+
-maybe thurs den meet
-depends coz siling cumin to my hse
VERY BUSY WEEK! *nevertheless miss hunnybee much*
+ starlight*starbright + 7:17 PM
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
The Priceless
everything u do makes me speechless,
no words can describe how i feel.
u took my love and left me souless,
but i did rather not be heal.
for our misses are not worthless,
in time we'll fulfill our love deal.
we'll nv be like the loveless,
nor the unfinished meal.
+ starlight*starbright + 6:26 PM
Monday, March 07, 2005
its rain... rainin... lecture at 9am... late as usual~ [even i am bored sayin tis...] LOLx... ah well got on the bus... and hella traffic jam... reached the lec. hall ard 9.25am... at the end of the lec. teacher showed every1 Abacus results... i g0t 70 but FUK! i din get the Abacus certificate! argh... coz u need to get 80 to get the cert *very unhappy* sighz... my fault for not bein able to finish the theory part... oh watever watever... juz cant let it down... if only ther was a re-test :(
break from 11am-2am... holy 4hrs break... went to KAP... the tempura burger was nice~... spent the time discussin abt the IBS... actually i am 3/4 done with my slides... so was juz slackin... i dun even want to go for the presentation but no choice had to...
et tut was borin too... juz goin through ans [which can be found in lec notes] aft tat its home time... yea... can chat with hunny!
-home-bathe-dinner-online-
:( hunny feels the pain, aww so sad... hope she gets better soon [tml to remove stiches >_<"] ouch~
i miss her so much n she's leavin on wed again~
+ starlight*starbright + 8:27 PM
Sunday, March 06, 2005
-went greenridge change my stupid spec lens *faints* wit mum n sis
-sis oso went to change spec lens
-headed to bp plaza to buy ingredients for dinner [i'm cookin!] hahahaz
-had some light snacks and headed home
-rainy rainy weather
-home-> prepare dinner
-it was mushroom n ham baked rice~ ;)
-sort out my lecture notes [1 hella huge pile~]
-typed a few lines of the CEM report [finally i started...]
-wanted to do downe [but they're upgradin... hope wat i did wont be lost! >_<""]
-nth much liao... juz get back to my work
so much misses
+ starlight*starbright + 8:05 PM
Saturday, March 05, 2005
-woke up wit a pain in my ass... ah nahz... juz kiddin... hahaz
-hot weather
-had lunch and get rdy to get out
-suppose to watch the anti-drug dancin competi. but too late
-went to career fair instead... check out course
-considerin takin Central Queensland University [Full Time Bachelor of Business (Marketing) ] cause' can gain direct entry into the Final Year of the degree programme with my Ngee Ann Diploma in Biz Studies~ [yet to find out the fees yet...]
-went off to esplanade, had Hagen Dazz ice-cream hehehe
-den went Wheelock borders
-den NYDC to have dinner *yum* tat earl grey tea thingy taste so flowery! o_O"
from one of the books i read...
*the moon i love have left the sky,
and where tis hide i cannot tell.
i searched in vain, in vain i try,
to find the spot where it might dwell...*
i miss u... can u feel it? i have been thinkin... is the possible becomin impossible?... or is the impossible becomin possible? tis i dunoe noe... only time will show and tell the truth...
+ starlight*starbright + 11:26 PM
haiyo... dun want wake up leh... muz wear formal... interview... no choice since interview is fixed... ah well... appointment at 10am... hey i wasnt late hor!... hahax... but den huh! the interviewer like forever busy... so every1 waited til 11pm den the interview starts... *hungry*... almost lunch time 12noon when it was my turn... saw the stacks of interview forms... faints! so so so much!... to get shortlisted is like winnin 4D... haha forget it sia! there's 3 rounds of interview!!! o_O"... anyway the lady asked me if i was selected can i work the timing [1 whole list] for shift jobs and blah blah~ >_<" can can of coz can haha den ask me abt further studies... lotsa questions! o_O""""
den went watch KK Chan [jamie's crush] 9-balls pool competition... he's our national player... watched to kill time til 3pm...
after tat went to meet sis at PS for movie~ we got free tix~ hahahz watched the series of unfortunate events by Jim Carrey... its oni jim's expression tats funy... lousy plot for the movie though... oh yea we shopped ard and saw jamie's bf with other gerl, so i msged her... she called back sayin boon boon tell her tat his busy workin!...LIAR! CMI~ anyway me n sis bought a pair of cute devils hp accessory~ ;) n splurged on coffee bean... >_<"
miss hunny again... well well we might get to chat on mondae... tue her check-up
cant start wit report todae... brain dead! haha tml or sundae la... since sundae... cancle movie watchin liao~ nitez...
+ starlight*starbright + 12:10 AM
Thursday, March 03, 2005
first time reached thur class early todae, its like 8.15am i reached lolx... hey hey beter den the usual 8.30-8.45am haha!... after which is IKS test... guess how fast i finished the paper... 30mins... muahaha... anyway with or w/o tis test... its already a pass for the module... IS of which no1 can be bothered...
tml Ritz Carlton interview... dun feel like goin anymore... >_<""" but nvm la juz go for it...
hehe... i msged hunny~ [rem. to catch the raindrops :P] miss her so much
goin out~ mum's hp went 'dead' unable to detect sim card, and cant detect charging source... stupid camera phone~ lolx... i prefer a digi. cam anyway~ and go collect free movie passes from GV [complimentary from Starhub for sendin MMS... hahaz] now i can use for sunday movie tixs *all grins*
+ starlight*starbright + 2:26 PM
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
*msg tone*--- was siling's msg.... i looked and went back to slp... such a nice rainy weather
slept til 1pm... hey... i slept like 5am last nite larz [cldnt slp and was doin downe profile page layout for me and hunny -hope she likes it]... and i manage to get the codes for fore-ground n background haha! YAY!
class at 2pm~ had my "lunch" and i heard the sound of very heavy rain... oh gr8~ even wit umbrella i wil get wet... wat to do... as much as i dun1 to go classes i stil have to... and for the sake of the ATM tutorial! i need to go coz i simply dun understand wat the heck its all abt... [did i mention abt knowin ur geography well?] and damn... i dun like geography at all... oh gr8 again... [and for goodness sake i studied history back in sec sch]...
atm tutorial- flippin sound of the resource guide, tat stern look of ms cheng... and many "huh, i duno lehxz...".... ms cheng: u all muz noe ur 3 areas well ah... "HUH!"... [from knowin vancouver is part of canada which is part of british colombia... and different areas consists of different parts of the world!] *big head*
>>> for example: IATA Area 3 comprises of Asia, Australia and 3/4 Russia!!! duh-oh!!! and pls noe the country codes of the country n cities... how many hundreds are ther? >_<" oh... and some ctry/city codes are different from their airport codes... and some countries hav more than 1 airport -talkin abt being SPECIFIC destination~ uh-huh [tat explains y nv to work in a TA... or even Airline comp.... *thinks hard*]
ATM is definitely worst than TM... -class ended aft 2 & 1/2hrs- Fully Utilised to the max
IKS test tml... studied half-way~ [nv even touch the 1st lecture ppt til now...*opps*]
btw i dreamt abt me n her together... and den dream-skip to another dream... weird huh! how cum dream-skip! >_<""" shld let me continue dreamin abt us mah hor~ muahahaz
+ starlight*starbright + 8:33 PM
holy shiet~...!
Marchese Antinon -Riserva 2000- [Italy] makes me HOT all over... bring me to heaven~ hahaz
dad's back~ he will go back to Finland another day probably durin its summer time~
playing...*I cant get u outta my head* by Kylie. M
+ starlight*starbright + 12:11 AM
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
*SHOUTS*
"FUKED UP WITH ATM TUTORIALS! I DUN FUKIN UNDERSTAND LA! I TRY FINDING THE MPM/TPM TABLE AND ITS FUKING NOT AVAILABLE IN THE RESOURCE GUIDE, DEN WTF ASK US TO BUY THE RESOURCE GUIDE!!!!!!!! STUPID SIA!!!!!!!! and I GAVE UP"
boohoohoo... and i so darn miss her~ *sighs*
+ starlight*starbright + 11:10 PM
huhhhh... todae went sch for lecture only... aft which- project... basically no progress... juz tat we did the mission statement... and kim leng said he can do the conclusion n exe. summary... end of project... now i am left wit CEM... due the week after... dun even feel like startin it at all... besides... nxt week hav a stupid BHE quiz of 50ques... and stand-up presentation for IBS... oh no! o_O" i reali hav no idea how to start the presentation... ah wells... let it be huhx... and tml tutorials is a must do... and i've seen the question *faints* so much... and thurs ther's IKS test... gr8 huh... yea "gr8"!... seems like another week is juz gonna pass like tis... how crapz... i want to watch movies larx!!! but den but den... got work to do... and i dun feel like spendin money... besides i pay for my own insurance... duh-oh~ >_<"some1 can jolly well kill me... thx... i wonder how many times i've said this... and i am stil here-alive n kickin... WTF~...
oh yea... i juz remember i hav yet to get my pay from ABP! gr8 i am gonna ask merly for it~ uh-huh... now i hav to read through my IKS slides... hmmz mayb not all todae... i reali might juz fall aslp...
anyways... msged hunny... she replied she's fine, good... one thing off my mind... hav been day-dreamin abt her... miss her yea miss her
+ starlight*starbright + 6:28 PM
Monday, February 28, 2005
i am worried so worried abt hunny... and i got online to edit my points for the report... glad i met nadz online and she told me hunny is fine... hehex ;) well hunny is resting at her mum's place... at least i noe her mum will tk good care of her *phew* how i wish i was by her side now... i had a lil short nap earlier... i was thinkin abt her... as if i could feel her pain... i miss her so much!!!
*hunnybee, tk care, be fine!* love ya
+ starlight*starbright + 10:43 PM
its our 1 monthsary! hehehz~ i love my hunnybee~ thx for stayin up til 12am juz to be together even though u hav an operation like 8am in the morning... am touched~
thx for the cards u sent and the testi. u wrote... i am glad u like my sketch too hahaz :P *muacks*
i woke up 6am and wanted to call ya... but it din get through :( so i came online to send u msg via chikka and am glad u got it :) i hope its goin well now~ love ya, miss ya
aftwhich i went back to slp... and i din went to sch todae *opps* one of the very lazy daes... oh dun blame me la... anyway ET's borin >_<"... and the heat is makin me hav break-outs... argh! juz let me spent todae stress-free okie... hehez... coz tml thers project meetin n doin til late! duh-oh! :(
and a weird dream again... i dreamt of me and 2others i duno who! are bein murdered and sought after... lolx... and it was a lady who wanted to kill us... blah blah.. i only remember bits of it~ how crappy
i juz miss her so much *sighs*
+ starlight*starbright + 2:37 PM
Sunday, February 27, 2005
guess wat i dream last nite... lolx... weird n funny...
me n mum n sis were in a strange shoppin centre... i duno wher... blah blah... den we saw zoe tay! faints* [y am i dreamin of her?!]... ah well mum approached her... and zoe tay gave us red-packets.... hmmz~ >_<" lolx... and she actually gave mum her hp no... i still remember the numbers...
-weird dream hahaz
woke up n told mum abt my dream n the hp no... she goin try her luck later... and did u noe... the numbers were me, mum n sis numbers... weird!... or am i dreamin too much o_O" hahaz
had my lunch and got online... basically i finished my LLM part yesterdae... now i juz finished my Et webpage... only waitin for kimleng for the 'abt us' part... so now the ET part is 'hanging and waitin' to be complete... yucks i hate tis... crapz huhz
anyway got to noe from my sis BURG'S ATTACHED! wow... good luck Burg if u see this... haha all the best n stay happy :)
*sighs* and i miss my lance hunny bee~ Miss Miss Miss ya... Luv Luv Luv ya! hehez Muackz!
+ starlight*starbright + 1:31 PM
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